by janette minderlein » Sat Apr 26, 2008 7:55 pm
See while i was pregnant i think it was the best i ever felt lol, of course in the later months i had the usual heat burn and back pain.... Actually i have to say my firsdt prtegnancy went alot better than my second, With Michael i was radiant and glowing, Hunter i was tired alot more.... Was just wondering if fatigue was a side effect for this cancer, i see its not mentioned... But I would come home from school and sleep sleep sleep, i was always exhausted....I guess it effects everyone differently.... I definately have fear of ASPS coming back with a vengence... I have 2 tumors very very small, i would like to know now what they are if they are even canerous tumors... I guess there is no way to find out but wait... it kinda sucks, it feels like a time bomb.... Now having children my biggerst fear is to be sick or worse die knowing i wont be able to raise them... I just hate sitting and waiting, everyt ime i go for scans my anxiety level is definately risin....
janette